Just For Fun

Finishing off my Wolfgang Puck coffee, reviewing netvibes and email, and I was rewarded. From a friend who just bought a Wii, a very funny video. It got removed from YT but was still working on MySpace. Let’s try again:

The video was done by Team Good Life and I’m still singing the song. I checked their MySpace page. Their tag is “Live the life you love, love the life you live.” I’ve got the latter going pretty well right now. Not sure about the future but for this moment, I am a happy camper.

I think the real challenge is the first part: live the life you love. How do you figure that out? For instance, I saw a friend at the conference whose daughter just finished her undergraduate education in English and is now entertaining a variety of full scholarships for graduate school. She’ll have her PhD by the time she is 30! It occurred to me later that that was my original plan. And, I got through the undergraduate part but as I moved into graduate school discovered that while I loved to read and write, I was not really cut out to be an English professor. Or, I may have been, but my personal life intervened and I took something of a detour. And, that detour, to paraphrase Robert Frost, has made all the difference.

But, the fact is that at the beginning, I did not have a plan. Instead, I discovered a new passion and have been following it. When people tell me they enjoy my presentations and workshops, I tell them that I’m just one of those lucky people who found my passion and get to pursue it. That’s the advice I’m giving my twenty-something nephew. But, the lesson from my life is that sometimes your passion may change over time. I think the biggest skill you can have is to re-invent yourself. So, I’ll end with my email signature:

People who cannot invent and reinvent themselves must be content with borrowed postures, secondhand ideas, fitting in instead of standing out. Warren Bennis

Greetings from Roanoke!

My tradition with the hand-written morning pages had been to start writing about how I slept.  And, I must say, I slept pretty well for a hotel room.  I’ve already had a cup of in-room coffee (one of my favorite things about hotels) and am fixing to take a shower.  I don’t have to be anywhere for the conference until 10 AM!  A big thank you to the volunteer coordinator for that little gift.  I’ll wander down earlier to find real coffee and maybe some breakfast.  It’s going to be a long day once it gets started so I’m enjoying the peace and quiet right now.

I love Roanoke.  I’ve conferenced here and worked with the local school division on several occasions.  I can see mountains from my hotel room window and the downtown has an old charm.  One of my favorite bookstores–Cantos Booksellers–is here, and I’ve already got Tuesday morning planned out.  A latte at Mill Mountain coffee then browsing the books at Cantos.  It’s an independent bookstore and I make it my business to help keep them in business.  They could use some work on the website they set up…maybe I could recommend my husband.

Morning Blogging?

Since December 2000, I have been writing morning pages, a creativity technique espoused by Julia Cameron in The Artist’s Way. Three pages of long hand writing. First thing. And, it used to be the first thing I did. Then, I adopted two more dogs for a total of three and the two I adopted had different expectations about the morning than my old black lab who was content to sleep in. These two want a walk and breakfast and my morning routine has changed somewhat. In addition, I have found that after doing the pages for more than 7 years, they have become less useful, more like a glorified to do list than a creativity exercise. Oh, on page three, I do still occasionally have a revelation or two, but I find myself dawdling more and more as I write.

So, this morning, I fired up the computer instead. Of course, typing is against the rules for morning pages. But, what about morphing it to morning blogging? After all, technology has supposedly changed everything else, why not my morning pages? At least for awhile, I think. I’ll admit that there is a superstitious part of me that is afraid to let them go. They have seen me through some pretty major life change, given me a place to dream big, and just been an anchor for my day. But, they seem to have outlived their usefulness. I wonder what the average time is for people to continue to write?

This morning, I am up and dressed and ready to head to Roanoke for the VSTE Conference. I’m on the board and doing a lot of volunteering so it will be a busy few days. My bags are packed and I’ve just got to tuck my digital video camera back in the bag. As I sat at my desk, the unusual warbler that we’ve been watching since yesterday showed up again. I got some good video of him and the yellow-rumped warbler that’s been around for a few days now. The secret is using manual focus.

I am also exporting a last piece of video from my interview with Glen Bull. He’s an ed tech legend and one of the founders of VSTE. I finally got around to digitizing the video and have uploaded a few short clips to Teacher Tube. Here’s a sample:

Saturday Morning, Feeling Fine

After almost exactly a year of work, I turned in my dissertation proposal to my committee yesterday.  My advisor has already returned it with some suggested changes, but she assures me that it is not because I am a slacker.  It is 125 pages after all.

This is all very exciting but also a little overwhelming and perhaps I’m experiencing a small sense of let down.  Because of the way I’ve written this paper, it was part of my life throughout 2007.  My research plans have changed fairly significantly since January 2007 including my paradigm.  I shifted from a constructivist to an interpretivist paradigm in the hopes of being able to at least make some generalizations with my data.

Suddenly, I have some time…enough work to keep me busy during the day, but evenings and weekends provide unstructured time.  I’ve been crocheting for charity (mostly baby booties and hats).  And reading. I just finished Pontoon by Garrison Keillor.  I really liked it but found myself sort of wanting more.  The story seemed spare for Keillor; I found myself wanting more of his diversions.  This was definitely the story of Evelyn and those close to her rather than a story of Lake Wobegon as a whole.  Since I hurt my back, I’ve been feeling very middle aged and just tired.  So, I could sympathize with Evelyn’s daughter, Barbara.  Except I have a lovely marriage that blesses my life every day.

I picked up The Power and the Glory by Grace MacGowan Cooke yesterday but only got through the introduction.  Published in 1909, the subtitle is “A Novel of Appalachia.”  I sat in the swing under the oak tree and learned about the author, something of a feisty woman who was very much part of the literary ether of the time, rubbing shoulders with Sinclair Lewis and  Robinson Jeffries.  The book was made into a movie in 1918.

Most of Cooke’s work is out of print, but this edition was released in 2003 by Northeastern University Press.  I was also pleased to discover that it is available via Project Gutenberg. I am planning on spending an hour with it today wrapped in a blanket in front of the fire.

Right now, I’m puttering on the computer, setting up an iGoogle page for a workshop I’m doing at the VSTE conference and listening to great music from WFMU: Laura Cantrell’s Radio Thrift Shop…there is laundry in and I’ve got the ingredients for sweet potato pies on the kitchen table getting soft (butter and frozen sweet potato mash).  I’m making pies for dinner tonight.  And, later this afternoon, I have a recorder rehearsal.  But, I’m pretty sure I can find an hour to read.  Maybe even crochet…what DID I do with myself before I started going to graduate school full time?

UU Shared Beliefs

I belong to a Unitarian Universalist congregation. If you know anything about the UUs, you probably know that UUs can believe anything they want. There is a list of principles and purposes that the organization shares. I don’t have a problem with those principles and purposes, but on Sunday, one of my co-ministers challenged us to consider the possibility that there might be more beyond them that we need to consider. In particular, he wondered–along with other “heretical” ministers–if there might be some shared beliefs and values that we can profess. You can read or listen to his sermon here.

Stuck in a hotel room last night, I did some surfing and found several of the heretics online. They are not suggesting that we adopt a creed, but instead sort of an underlying spiritual belief that would support those principles. Davidson Loehr is particularly tough on the principles:

So instead of asking religious questions about what was worth believing, what was necessary to believe, what beliefs might best be used to fashion people of good character, and so on ?¢‚Ǩ‚Äù instead of this, the Unitarians simply took an extended poll. They asked a handful of churches ?¢‚Ǩ‚Äú including the first church I served ?¢‚Ǩ‚Äú to hold discussion groups, to discover what the people who attended there (and liked discussion groups) happened to believe. What such a poll had to, and did, reveal were the generic cultural beliefs these people brought into church with them: the profile of social and political liberals.

This process produced the ?¢‚Ǩ?ìseven principles?¢‚Ǩ? ?¢‚Ǩ‚Äù known in some circles as the Seven Banalities or the Seven Dwarfs ?¢‚Ǩ‚Äù which soon became the de facto creed of a brand-new religion called ?¢‚Ǩ?ìUnitarian Universalism,?¢‚Ǩ? a religion that had never before existed anywhere, and to which no one of any note in history had ever belonged.

I guess the real problem here is how do we distinguish our church from just any other non-profit working for social justice? What makes us different? Really, the question is, what makes us a church. Then, you have to laugh a bit since my “church” isn’t even called a church or congregation. It is just called Unitarian Universalists without any kind of description of the group so as not to offend those who might find “church” to be a problematic word. But, this is a topic I am very interested in exploring. I wrote about it this morning in my morning pages and discovered that it has been awhile since I really thought about anything spiritual. Maybe I have stumbled upon a larger purpose for this blog!

Weekend Video Projects

Found myself with some free time this weekend so opened up Final Cut Pro to look at the video from Canada. Produced two shorts: one of a rushing mountain stream in Washington State and another of various wildlife clips. Both are embedded below:

Saturday Morning

I uploaded the first draft of my literature review this morning after finishing the reference section. Then, I did my favorite Saturday thing…puttered. I cleaned the kitchen, cooked sweet potatoes to mash for the freezer, and then realized I had all the fixings for a frittata including eggs from my own chickens and rosemary from the herb garden. Added mushrooms and sliced ham and cheese on top. It was yummy, if I do say so myself. Complimented with biscuits–the frozen kind, I’m afraid, but still pretty good with butter and honey jelly.

Now, it’s afternoon, and I want to get back to the UVA/VT game and some crocheting, but I just wanted to say aaah…I have had a week off at home, writing but also puttering. The house is decorated for the holidays, there is new stuff in the freezer from turkey stock to pumpkin muffins to cookies, and I even cleaned up the attic a bit. Trying to get organized and reduce clutter for the winter. I even switched chairs in the living room since Zuzu, our “new” white dog, likes my LLBean mission chair. I just feel relaxed after some pretty stressful weeks. Next week isn’t quite as free, especially since I do my oral comps defense on Wednesday afternoon. But there’s no long distance driving so I’m happy.

What a blessing…I took long walks the past two mornings, listening to Tom Brokaw’s new book about the Sixties, Boom! The leaves are still pretty although we are getting on the back side of the fall colors. There is a crispness to the air, like biting into a cold, tart apple. The fire in the stove feels warm and inviting and the dogs and I just hang out in the living room. Remember the peace and quiet, the sense of restfulness, and carry it in your heart.

Getting Into the Blogging Routine

So, here I sit, watching Ugly Betty online from last week and doing some organizing before I head out to the mountains. I actually had some free time to read weblogs yesterday, and I want to be part of the conversation. I need to make it part of the daily routine. Probably first thing. I don’t want to give up my morning pages–there is something about the long hand that starts the day. Plus, with the dog walking and the chickens, I’m doing that writing very early in the morning.

Part of the issue with this weblog, in particular, is the purpose. I have used it for lots of different things over the years; the important question is what do I need it for now? A place to let the world know that it is raining? That I love the view from my office window with the greenhouse and the pond and the chickens? Here’s the view:

My Backyard

Taken with my Pure Digital camera. I’m taking it with me to Lexington, Virginia, to take pictures of the Stonewall Jackson Memorial Cemetery.

Coming Back Into the World

I haven’t blogged anywhere for a long time. My time has been spent traveling and writing my candidacy paper and getting started on my literature review. I have been reading lots of good fiction just to feel like I have some kind of life, but mostly, when I get a minute, I write. I am trying to work on the project at least a little bit each day. I am at that point in the candidacy paper where I am sure it is crap. But I wouldn’t know how else to do it so that’s what I am turning in.

In class on Thursday, I talked about the writing fairy: I think I meant that little voice that points the way towards the final draft. Provides the metaphor or reveals the connections between ideas. I think I am going to call her Rhetorica, in honor of Richard Lanham, who was the only light in a pretty dark time of my life. My advisor recommended writing incantations. So, I googgled incantations and found a site with directions for writing your own. (Don’t you LOVE the internet??) They recommend being precise and concise with maybe a rhyme or two. So, what exactly do I want from Rhetorica? I want the words to flow; I want the connections to be clear; I want to write without struggle. Oh, and I want a metaphor to use to organize my lit review.

Rhetorica, rhetorica, touch me with your fire
Open my eyes, light my soul, keep me from the mire
Effortlessly, the words will flow
With clarity, the ideas will grow
With brilliance, the prose will glow

Hmm…not bad for a first try…